Don't wait up .

No milk for my coffee . What a dreadful thing . I really want clean water , milk for my coffee and unlimited mt dew and diet coke . Is that too much to ask ? I suppose so .

I have to go meet a strange man somewhere that I am not familiar with to sell something from Craigslist and I am certainly not looking forward to it .

I started work yesterday . It was not fun . Four hours (FOUR HOURS) in a small back room with an extremely uncomfortable chair (it had a metal thing poking me in the back !) watching these horrific "Welcome to THE TEAM" videos . Awful , awful . I am desperately hoping that I enjoy this job . It really made me miss my old jobs . Some days , that is . I am pretty sure that it will all depend on if the girls working their are friendly towards me . I need this to be good .

I also really need to lose weight . Terribly . My being fat has even given me nightmares !

So , I'm having to hide out at Danni's apartment . Danni is my friend , Lua's mom and Johnathon's ex girlfriend . It's all different , the fact that we are actually friends , and people seem to think it's weird . . . even a bit self-destructive , but oh well . I like it better this way . Anyway , the jerk landlord of the crap house we're in is showing it today three times , so I had to leave . That's okay though , Danni was nice enough to loan me her apartment for a few hours while she's at work . And her internet works better here , ha .

We're having some pretty intense storms . Hail last night , and I was so worried about my little car . Today it's stormy but not too bad . The only bad thing is a lot of places around here flood , and they are certainly flooding .

Anybody have any good job-finding tips ? I have a job , but I want more . One or two more . I want money ! But , maybe I'll be able to live on a part time job . I just think that bills won't allow that .

Also , I need to start planning the redecorating I will be doing on this new house . Anyone know of good places to start ? I need things like curtains , bedding , silverware , plates , pans and pots , shelves , book cases . . . et cetera . I was thinking Target , but if anyone has any other tips , I would absolutely appreciate them !

I am living off crunchy penut butter

But , great news for me , grocery shopping is in my near future ! Johnathon found these bonds for 50 dollars each and we are going grocery shopping on his lunch break soon . Ah , I am so stoked !

Yesterday , we went Frolfing ! It was much more fun than normal . I was in an oddly good mood (which has been rare this past week thanks to my psycho brain and hormones) and we played on a new course . This one was extremely tricky . There was nature EVERYWHERE ! For anyone pondering what frolfing may be , it is disc golf , which is like golf but with frisbees . You throw your frisbee through a sort of obstacle course and into the goal and it is so fun . But , this one had lakes and beautiful old trees with thorms near the size of my arm ! And , my disc landed near a stream where I was welcomed by probably ten itty bitty frogs ! I caught one , which Johnathon informed me was a cricket frog (he's an animal genius) but he made me put it back . Big party pooper is what I called him ! I plan on bringing a mason jar next time and catching as many as I can and keeping them as pets . I tried to keep a teeny tiny snail once , but he made me leave it outside . What a butt ! haha

Not much else exciting has been going on . I am so excited to get my tax money back ! May 26th ! Half of it will go to rent , but the other half is mine . It will probably go to decorating my new house . See , these boys . . . well , lets just say I would love to make improvements . I have this long list of things I want to get . It starts from new bedding and goes to new pots and pans . Even a new can opener is sorely needed . Yesterday , I attempted to make pancakes and filled the house with smoke . The one pan they have is crazy and whenever you use it , it smokes like crazy .

But , I must get going to pick up the boy from work !

I wish I got paid for the work I do . I have spent all morning putting things on Craigslist , again ! The dishes are backed up , and this house is a mess . Not to mention the packing that needs to get done . Don't get me wrong , I enjoy doing these things . I love to clean (for other people) . And I would much rather work in this house than at another job , but I don't get paid for keeping up with housework and running errands . So , I start my job at Sally's on Monday . It will be so nice to have a third income though . We are broke here in this house (consisting of me , my boyfriend , his brother and on occasion my boyfriend's daughter Lua) . The only money we have is the 18 dollars in my bank account , and my car is on E . (That nagging light is even on !) Not to mention we have no food . Not even milk for my coffee . But , I am happy , nonetheless .

Two weeks and three days until we get to move ! I am so excited , I just cannot stand it ! This house now is cluttered and awful . Boys have been in control for far too long , and I intend on changing that in the new house . Also , we get to go pick up my dog that I had to leave in Georgia . And I miss her like crazy ! So , in a few weeks , life is going to be so great !

I still haven't really found a church here . I admit , I haven't exactly been looking terribly hard . I'd much rather find someone who goes to church , but I suppose things do not work like that . I have to make some sort of effort , right ? I just wish I could get off my butt and do it .

Speaking of getting off butts , I need to get off mine even more to work out ! I have gained so much weight ! You'd think that our lack of food would help with this , but no . And I have been more active lately , but I don't get it . I went on a bike ride that was close to ten miles ! And I have been frolfing (disc golf !) pretty much every day for the past two weeks . My boyfriend and our friends are obsessed with it ! I don't mind it . It is actually quite fun , and I have improved which rarely happens . So , that is exciting .

Well , I suppose I could get to my list of things to do today . God Bless !