Friday, July 24, 2009

Everyone needs a halo



I really want a kitten . I've just realised how bad . I can imagine what it'd be like to have a kitten and hold it and snuggle with it . Johnathon will say no . He'll say he's allergic , and our landlord approved one animal . I'm sure though , if we'd just ask he'd say okay . Our neighbors want us to have outdoor cats to help with the rodents that harrass their garden . But I want an indoor cat .

I feel like I haven't seen Lua in weeks . I miss her . I worry about how life will be with her . Her mother is . . . having a hard time letting anyone else in . Including her father . Lua's father . Johnathon . I worry it will be like some disfunctional fairy tale . The princess is locked away and afraid of everyone else because the evil witch has told her stories about them . Bad stories . So the princess doesn't know where to turn and feels alone . That's what I am afraid of .

If Johnathon and I get married , then I'll be her step-mom and I'll have been with her since birth , pretty much . 6 months , I think that counts . She'll love me , right ?

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