Alright , well I am feeling a bit more chipper . Still feeling a bit drained emotionally though . I do love Johnathon so much and I credit my mood change to him . He always has a way of fixing things for me . Last night I got so mad at him over something . I stepped outside and came back to get on my laptop and he had changed my background picture to a sand sculpture thing of dog poo . It was hilarious and it broke the ice I had formed and I love him .
This past weekend two friends from highschool came and stayed with me . It was so nice ! People change so much sometimes , but it's nice to find people who are still theirselves . Proof that even in highschool these girls knew who they were . It's nice to be around that .
I've been pretty stressed about bills and finances lately . We aren't really capable of paying our bills on time and now with the psycho that I refuse to mention robbing Johnathon once a month , it's going to be close to impossible . But , I guess we'll manage . We've just got to get our priorities straight and things will get a little bit easier , I hope . It's just frustrating because we all work so hard and we want to do the right thing , but it doesn't pay . So many weak and bitter people get hand outs and we are the ones they take from . When will we be stable ? I'd really like to start my life and my family soon , but I know that won't happen until we are financially stable .
I just want everything to be okay .
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